Because my weight really has gotten out of control. You know, 10 or 15 pounds overweight I can handle... but I'm like 30 or 40 pounds overweight. My doctor even told me he thought I should lose some weight. And then Grandpa died and we were eating all the time, plus I'm an emotional eater and I've never been quite so emotional as I was then... I just need to handle it. And I've lost like, 2 or 3 pounds this week, so that's a start.