what I hate so much about my job.

[sepiastars]

Here's what I hate the most about my job: I hate the person that I am when I'm working here. I'm mean, and tough and I have to say no all the time. And people ask me for ridiculous things or pick fights with me over stupid stuff and I get frustrated with them and then I'm mean to them, which sure, is gratifying for a moment, to make someone feel like an idiot (especially if they are an idiot), but I always feel bad later. Even if you're right, it's wrong to make someone feel stupid, to cut someone down.

And what's worse, I get frustrated and high strung and then I snap at the people I work with, and that makes me feel like an even worse person. I hate being a bitch.

Also, I hate that I care about the hotel and the company so much. We bust our asses to bring in money and let people yell at us because they stayed for cheaper last time, and why do I care if we make our revenue target? Nobody's giving me a bonus. It's not like there's anything going into my pocket. We just got yelled at for actually enforcing the coupon policy - I'm sorry, I thought the goal was to make money. This is a business, and all we're trying to do is keep its head above water, but why? I don't get rewarded for it, at all. Nobody even says thank you.

So anyway. That's my work rant for today.

Comments

[xxethereal.livejournal.com]

I hope it's not like this anymore:|

[sepiastars.livejournal.com]

Aww, thanks, but it's like this every single day :(

[xxethereal.livejournal.com]

aaw...any prospect of another job?

[sepiastars.livejournal.com]

Not in the near future... I'm a little stuck. It was hard to get a job in PR before, but now that the economy is so bad, there is just nothing out there. I worked in hotels all through college and can't seem to get out, lol.

Thanks for commenting - almost no one ever comments on anything but my graphics entries :) I have a real life friend or two who comment sometimes, but it's nice to know that someone's out there ♥

[plushmistress.livejournal.com]

First of all, I just want to say that sorry I'm a bit behind on your last several updates. I added your blog to my blogroll and it's supposed to show me when you've updated. It says it's been 5 weeks. I was a little sad about that. Then I come over just to look ANYWAY, and there are like...SIX OR SEVEN ENTRIES! that I've had to comment on. Sheesh. Sorry, again. You know I care a whole bunch.

Love the new layout.

And your job sucks. Like I said in a comment a minute ago, you should start a blog about your encounters. Hope things get better soon. :)

[sepiastars.livejournal.com]

Aw, it's no big deal honey. I know your life is busy ♥. What's blogroll? I need something to notify me when you update your private blog too.